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Story of Me part 9

Man, lately things have gotten even crazier. It's only days before the results and I'm growing even more anxious. I do hope to at least have the chance for an interview. But I need to prepare my heart for the rejection too.

Meanwhile, I'm drafting the essays for Australia Awards. I keep thinking what I could've done much better with my Chevening essays. That's why I want the interview so bad. At least I can have the chance to do things I should've done and put in my essays.

Haha if only my mentor could see this post, I think he would say how messy my writing is right now. Man, organisation goes haywire when my mind is super chaotic.

It's 23:33 pm and tomorrow is Monday, should've been asleep hours ago but my mind is restless.

Goodnight world. 

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Anonymous said…
you've gotten an interview invitation. haven't you?
then you should show the best version of you. keep trying and praying! God is never sleep.
April 7, 2020 at 5:05 PM
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