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Story Of Me

Well, I don't really know what to write and how to start this, but I will try to keep writing this so that you all will be able to read more about me. (I keep giggling now because I feel like I am talking to myself hehe..). 
Let's start from this morning, I woke up so early because I go to campus for my her-registration. I was so worried because actually I have been late to pay my her-registration fee. But the funny thing is that this morning I took longer time for my bath because it was so freezing this morning. brrrrrrr.. The water was as cold as ice and my body couldn't stop shaking from the freeze. After a long fight in the bathroom ( the fight against the cold ), I finally won the fight, hahaha..
I hurriedly grabbed my clothes and got dressed so quickly.

monolog: what am I doing now? Trying to type my life in words and publish it. who will read it? who will care about it? but never mind, I only transform my habit from murmuring alone about my life into typing alone about it.

now, let's move onto the next phase.
After finishing my dressing activities, I went to my campus by motorcycle. The condition and the environment of campus in the morning is very different to the condition in the afternoon. The campus was so crowded, and the parking lot was completely filled with motorcycle from many brands of motorcycle. Compared to the afternoon condition, morning condition is more lively than the afternoon. i saw more people came to and went from the campus.

nah nah.. let's forget about the crowd and I will tell about more interesting thing i saw this morning. I saw a big notice board in front of the entrance of my campus. I cant really remember what was written on the notice, but I do remember that the notice was about smoking, restriction of smoking in campus area. I can't express how happy I was when I read that notice. I am so allergic to smoke, and it's so comforting to know that there will be no more smoke at campus.

monolog: am I talking too much? oh no, I mean am I writing too much? but guess what? I am so happy now to express my thoughts and feelings. I am so happy now when my fingers dance on each key on my laptop. now now, actually I am doing this now to refresh my mind. my mind has been stuck for a while and I couldn't finish my assignment. aggghr I am so disappointed with my self, why didn't I read that there is a page limitation for that assignment. i have spent my times trying to do my best working on that page of article, but now i have to make it shorter. i have no idea which part i have to cut or delete in order to make it 5 pages while i already have 8 pages. nah nah.. what am i doing now? this monolog is too long, and maybe i also have to shorten it later haha..

now, where was i.. oh.. about smoking right? well, i didn't spend long time reading the notice board because i had to go to BAUK. BAUK was my actual destination and purpose to come so early in the morning. I asked the woman on BAUK about how to pay my her-registration fee, and she told me that i can pay it on campus bank as long as i have the her-registration receipt . well i was so relieved to hear that and i went straight to pay my her-registration at the campus bank.

her-registration was finished completely, but i still had to go somewhere. can you guess where i was going to go? you can choose between these choices, a. i went to the mall, b. i went home, c. i went to supermarket d. i went to pay my water bill.
have you made your choice? well, i will tell you now, the answer is.... tadaaaaaaa.. D. i went to pay my water bill.. so i ended up at PDAM in Jl. adisucipto because i couldn't pay it at general counter. why? you're asking me why? well, i was late, one month late to pay the bill. hahaha. it seems like i always have trouble with late payment right? don't laugh please. although i know you won't laugh reading this. hehe

monolog: now i feel awkward. i wish someone will read this.. but how can i make them read my stupid thought of my stupid simple and boring life? question of my life hahaha.

should i continue this? later maybe, i am so tired now, but believe me, i will continue this tonight haha.. because i am having so much fun typing this. 
bye bye and see ya later for whoever are reading this now :D


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